Sunday, 24 November 2013

Death- musings of a disturbed soul away from its identity

"Survival" is "Suffering"
                                          "Death" is "Deliverance"


Death, as the culminating event in the life of an individual, has always fascinated me. I have always felt that death is probably the best event that can happen in one's life. As life goes on, I am getting convinced with this thought.

Death is one single event that puts an end to all frustrations and aspirations that trouble us throughout our life. Just imagine that if this greedy man were to live on and on, with the hangover of hundreds of his unattainable desires and millions of his unattainable ambitions, life could be miserable. At death, he is relieved of such a great mental load.


All these untiring efforts, day and night, to satisfy the insatiable, exponentially growing desires become meaningless on the occurrence of death. And death is certain. 


Basically, life, in ordinary sense, comprises of events occurring and reaction thereto, between birth and death. A meaningless effort in the search of a mirage that does not exist.



Understanding life in the context of death can bring in a sense of detachment from the events of life and make us look beyond...to that eventual peace, that is certain to come. 


Finally death comes in the form of deliverance.








I desire for the uninterrupted peace of death. Death seems so beautiful. Complete serenity. Nothing to achieve. Nothing can disturb. No anxiety. No ego. No identity. Complete silence. Death is adorable. Life is a compromised existence, restless, bounded by constraints of time, space and identity. Death is deliverance. Death is darkness. Death is Kali- the Goddess -my ishta.


Our life dreams the Utopia. Our death achieves the Ideal.

VICTOR HUGO, Intellectual Autobiography

Saturday, 16 November 2013

Love






Love is an unfinished agenda of my life. Unconditional love is 'spirituality in practice'. While I have been witness to occasional glimpses of that unconditional love in my life, it somewhere gets compromised in the identities of individualistic ego. 

Imagine an existence which is connected only through love, boundless love, unconditional love....

Friday, 15 November 2013

Invocation



                                             Sree Sree Guru Sharanam


        At the lotus feet of Maa Anandamayee....


Maa....my life
The pain, anguish and suffering I am going through, is because of my inability to 'be' what I 'am'. I desire to feel that eternal stillness out of which this turbulence emanates ...........